I am poem

The kids and I are working on I am poems today so I thought I'd write my own.

I am

I am a God-loving and caring mother.

I wonder what will happen in my life in ten years.

I hear buzzing noises in my ears.

I see visions of bad things that have happened in the past.

I want my life to settle down so that I can focus on making it better.

I am a God-loving and caring mother.

I pretend that things are better than they really are at the time.

I feel angry and happy all at the same time.

I touch the soft fur of our kitten.

I worry that my children will not be okay.

I cry when I think about the sadness I have caused others.

I am a God-loving and caring mother.

I understand that I am forgiven.

I say that I will be better after all of this is over.

I dream of a future that is even better than the present.

I try to do the right thing.

I hope that someday I will have a family that is whole again.

I am a God-loving and caring mother.